Wednesday, April 25, 2007
All i can say now is that am pretty much in a bad mood today. Ask me how i feel, I'll tell you i'm having some mixed feelings. frustration sums up. never felt this in a long time.
i find myself worrying over things i cant control, i find myself going through the same issue over and over in my head, reaching into an endless pit.
i never knew how much this would affect me
worst off it doesnt help much when i cant say
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Just got back from chalet. It was great, with much catching up with the girls.
its only through these catching ups that i actually know whats going on. Am still pretty much disturbed by what i've heard, but yet i'm thankful, which set me thinking alot. And i really do mean ALOT.
my current feeling? I have to be honest, anger. I'm not gonna think too much into this, but somehow i really hope its not true. Let's just say its my guard feeling, and who knows i'm just thinking too much.
gosh, but why? am still wandering.
Monday, April 23, 2007
i'm suppose to meet haini at 1.30 at pasir ris, but looking at the time now, i doubt i can make it in time. it's 1.25 and i'm still doing some last minute packing for the class chalet.
Not much excitement for this chalet though, guess the past few days of fatique is kicking in. My body is aching, my eyes closing.
i did not have a good night sleep at all. weird dreams and constant mid night toilet trips. ):
aww miss miss.
anyway off to class chalet.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
morning started off with them greeting me with their laughters. I guess by now the are happily playing the rides and all. yes, genting.
"three days thats it", i mention it would be short. I said my goodbyes and off back to laze around in bed.(it was only 6 plus, mind you.) Only when i was wide awake, i took my calender out. The irony is, as i settled on my desk, i did the daily countdown update on my calender. Then that i realised i'm crossing out the dates in my calender.
"oh my, i didnt know it would take this long."
gosh, am i being paranoid or am i paranoid. why does it seem like ages. ):
anyway, just as i'm crossing out the dates, i just realise, its another week to a new semester, last week of break, pack with class chalet and trips to the airport. Let's see, how did i spend my holidays? uh hmm.. packed.
scream please. lecture notes and tutorials on their way. Now i wonder what's installed this sem?
